Wish he was your boyfriend?
Wish he was your boyfriend, but he's just a friend? Maybe they aren't even a friend. Welp, hard place to be.... but guess what...you need to stop singin this song to yourself cuz you aren't being Rules Girlsy. You'vve got to decide to get over it if you know it won't go anywhere, and carry on. Don't dwell on it too long or it will make you emo-nutso.